2 week challenge

so i finally ran my half marathon! and out of the three that i have done... this was by far THE BEST! i finished with a grand total time of: 1 hour 58 minutes! UNDER 2 HOURS! (my goal!) i still can't believe it, but i can because my knees are kiiiiiilling me! but now that it is over i can get back into a more normal gym routine (weight training and cardio!). before it was just cardio cardio cardio because that is all i had time for so i think adding weights will be the boost i need to drop some more weight. anyway, WANNAB gave me a great idea (THANK YOU!) and i am going to start soemthing called the 2 week challenge. this morning i woke up at 115.6 pounds and awhile ago i had promised myself when i got down to 112 i would get a new pair of cross trainers sooooo i have 2 weeks to get to 112. when i do: i get to go buy me some new shoes! if not... im shit outta luck! :) i think i can do it now. the past cople weeks i kept being like "i need energy for the half marathon" or "im running so much i can eat it" well... that clearly didn't get me to lose weight so boo to that plan. ok 2 week challenge here we go! anyone else want to join? <3

uggggggh again

so i haven't been posting because ive been doing shitty. i eat what i want, how much i want, whenever i want, i stuff my face. it's gross and the scale is there to prove it. my wedding is coming up in october, my once in a life time event and i cant seem to perfect myself for it. wtf? like when im home alone i eat and eat and eat and eat and eat. when i'm at school and presented with treats i eat and and eat and eat and eat. where did my self control go? seriously. i used to bbe good. now im not. now im fat. it sounds simple and easy to fix but i cant control myself. HELP!