hello.. i was out of town for 5 days... ate like total shit.. excercised a couple times.. thought i gained ilke 10 pounds... seriously. came back and weighed myself and actually didn't. still have not been good about what i'm eating. today i made some "high fiber vegan brownies" with prunes and black beans. not good lol. a tiny hint of chocolate was in them but def would not recommend them. this week is spring break... i need my schedule and my routine back. i feel like i'm in a rut. i really need a few things... primarily, cross training shoes because i am using my old running shoes to do excercise classes and my legs are killing me. so when i reach 112 consistently i am going to get some cross trainers. when i get to 110 i am going to purchase a new gym bag. that's something i don't need, just want :) also, i haven't been feeling that well today. headache. sore throat. ugh. i hope i'm not getting sick. i'm supposed to run 7 miles tomorrow for my marathon training. my girl who i usually train with can't do it til later and i dont know if that's going to work for me. at the same time, i dunno if i can do it by myself. and, my friend has been irritating me lately so i dunno if i even want to run with her! ah! i just feel so like OY right now. my trip fucked up my schedule and i need to get back on track. i have a freakin wedding dress to get in to in october! (still shopping for it) ahhhhhhhhhh get skinny